Sighh...
I really need you right by my side now, sweetheart:.'(
I know it was a stupid thought of mine.
There so many thoughts running through my mind.
Why do i feel that way now?? :'(
Why why why???
I know we cant be like the way we were in nepal 'cus i'm in sg. But what i really want from you is to make me feel loved, be it i'm there or not there physcially. :'(
My love, please don't do this to me again :'(
I really hate it alot and i do know that you love me as much i love you.
But.... things just can't be like that.
I wish all those can be constant but no :'(
All i need you to know it's that i will always be loving you, and wanting the every best from you, okay?
All i can do is cry cry cry in silence just because i miss my family and you ALOT :'(
You ask me not to cry, but how? My family AND you are my flaws. I know all of you are there for me mentally, but i really cant take it living with others. I think about my family and you, everyday, every moment. There isn't a day passed by without thinking of you guys. I'm so weak by heart, i know but i dun like show it.
I love you.
I miss you.
I need you.
:'(