Tuesday, October 14, 2008 1:06 PM
hey, look at the sweethearts ! :(
A friend don't neglect his/her own friends.
A friend don't talk behind their back .
A friend shouldn't be a hypocrite towards their own friends .
A friend should treasure their friendship well.
A friend appreciate what their friends do.
A friend shouldn't hide their feelings .
A friend tells everything, secrets shouldn't be kept .
A friend always remember their friends.
A friend never forget their best friends .
And it does not matter who we're with, as long as a strong friendship is still there.
I WAS glad that we agreed to start afresh, forgetting and forgiving every bad moments, to be there for one another, and etc . I was the one who asked for this ''reunion'' because i did not want you two to fight any longer than a day as i was being the middle person, this tell me that, this tell me that. Did you both realise how difficult it was for me to side both parties ? I didnt want to side one because it would be unfair and the one whom i did not side, would go around saying blaaa craps about me, right ?
but hey, what happened now ?
i am the one who started this problem now, right ? so i am sorry aye ?
but hey, i don't understand why its wrong socializing with boys, going over to play cards near their crib. you girls told me, the uncles are all inspectors there and they would scold us and all . but hey, you know what? their fathers' were not at home & even if we play anywhere, it also does not matter, right ?
furthermore, dear sunita, you know how much i pretty detest people who back out last minute, right ? why didn't you tried to understand this point ? i did not say anything because i always thought, Sweethearts, would understand. but neh, it aint that . you must be telling others who are currently at your crib that ''this maya so petty when i called her just now, want to leave us for the boys and etc'' , right? don't deny . i know how you react to such things . but hey, i was not being petty just now . i just feeling down as both of you did not manage to understand me so i decided to hang up .
dear kusum, you also knew how much i hated it when you ''heeeeee'' , right ? why did you say that word even when i had already told you not to say ''heeeee'' at whatever my decisions are, because its my choice and not yours . Look at one of the points above, ''A friend appreciate what their friends do.'' instead of agreeing in what i wanna do, you always say this word of yours, ''heeeeeeee.'' do you know what impression it gives to others when you say it ? no, you don't. you say that word because you don't like it, aint it ? let me tell you. when you tell the person ''heeeeeee'', it makes the other person guitly because your friend actually does not like what you want to do & it also makes the person angry because its her own choice, friends should agree to one another and even encourage the person to do it. i know, when the other person is in wrong, you are right to say ''heeeee''. but hey, i didn't opted for anything bad. A friend should be willing to accept any decisions that your friends make, isnt it ? furthermore, you went to the extent of lieing to me that you all had decided to change the location and head over to babai. you thought i would come ? that message made me sound like i am obsessed over the boys, is that what you are trying to say? i tell you, i just find the guys fun and interesting to mix around with, don't you feel that way either ?
heys, im just disappointed and don't t think i will never retaliate when all these nonsense stuffs happen . i just bottle up my feelings because i don't want to ruin anything, but hey, i do say it out when it has reached my limits . everyone has limits, so yeah, it has reached to the extent that i cant hide it anymore . i know you all are calling me ''busted'' and whatever all for not heading over to sunita's crib to play cards and i don't think i will attend tomorrow's outing at Wild Wild Wet with all this problems now and it will only prove you more that i am being ''busted'', right ? i tell you what, i don't care whatever stuffs people say about me because i know myself the best . don't think you understand and know me well, fuck off .
i don't think we are meant to be sweethearts , that is just my point of view, i cant be with you all, more problems will only arise. im leaving the sweethearts because i feel that both of you will be happier without me .
don't approach me upon reading my post , goodbye .
& kusum, get well soon .
takecare readerssss.
and oh, im having fever ! = = . i tend to get fevers when im *insert words . (:
okay byeeeee .
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